i have thought of posting everything up on this blog, yes i mean everything,

I realise that i didnt really posted everything here as i have a private blog, , I don't know. Perhaps because I know the consequences of posting everthing here. I don't really care about what other people think, but I do feel affected sometimes

That's why most of the time when I want to share a bit of my feelings on my blog or twitter, I will try as much as I can to say it in another meaning or using other words,But to me, it's another place for me to release my pile up feelings. I don't like bothering my friends with my issues, so usually I think before sharing. There's really very limited people in my life who really knows much about what is happening...

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i realise i have grown up alot this few years not physically but mentally, regardless of friendship or _e_ _ _ _ _ _ S _ _ _, Family, Myself.